Clarity Just Seems So Distorded

Thu, 03 Mar 2005 01:53:48 GMT

I dont think I want a birthday anymore... </3

::::FOCKER::::

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 23:55:54 GMT

Mysterys Been Solved...

I talked to Cora and found out who my bro is talkin to...her name is Michelle...Lesplete Or Wesplate.... or sumthing like that...Anyone know her? IDK i think ill just mention the name around the house or sumthing to freak him out lol.

Went to Trina's today. Kinda planned for my birthday weekend (lol thats all im saying)...this should be fun. We Deffinitly need this!

Need something new in my life...Very Bored.
Something dangerous, and exciting...idk

I LOVE MY LAURA LANZA!!

--------------->LATER KIDS

"But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become large n the light that you shine can be seen."

Tue, 01 Mar 2005 21:02:16 GMT

SNOW DAY BITCHES
Thank St.Jimmy!

I was up all nyte last nyte
-outside with my brother talkin to him about a lot of shit...we deffinitly bonded...he told me like so much shit. Mostly about drugs. Like my brother isnt a druggie at all, so dont think he is...But hes told me what hes done in the past and told me what happened.
-I woulda been so dead in school if we had it cuz then after we came in i went upstairs and sat on my bed and stared at the snow falling from my window talking on the phone to a special *someone*.

Im kinda worried bout my brother...Since he broke up with Lina, hes been chyllin with all these girls and watnot. But theres a fuckin mystery that needs to be sloved. Quick. Theres a girl talkin to my brother who im pretty sure still goes to highschool [!!CREEPY!!]..he didnt know it until he started talkin to her and she called last nyte...He said my name and she started askin him all these questions, like do i kno this person or that person n shit...Shes friends with Cora Bricta. She calls my brother non-stop and hes getting fuckin anoyed by it (and me too)...I NEED TO FIND OUT WHO THIS GIRL IS.

anyone think that the know anything??
sorry for the long post...<3 chrissy

Sun, 27 Feb 2005 04:11:24 GMT

Yesterday was funn... Went to Dougs n hung out with Kenny, Laura, and Trina. We wastched Ancor Mann!!!! lol Made me think about the time i went to the movies with aubs n people n she thought I was the guy brick cuz hes mentaly retarded lol...AFTERNOON DELIGHT

Gonna find my baby, gonna hold her tight
gonna grab some afternoon delight.
My motto's always been; when it's right, it's right.
Why wait until the middle of a cold dark night.
When everything's a little clearer in the light of day.
And you know the night is always gonna be there any way.
-Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Thinkin' of you's workin' up my appetite
looking forward to a little afternoon delight.
Rubbin' sticks and stones together makes the sparks ingite
and the thought of rubbin' you is getting so exciting.
-Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Started out this morning feeling so polite
I always though a fish could not be caught who wouldn't bite
But you've got some bait a waitin' and I think I might try nibbling
a little afternoon delight.
-Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight.
Please be waiting for me baby when I come around.
We could make a lot of lovin' 'for the sun goes down.
-Sky rockets in flight. Afternoon delight. Afternoon delight. lol

Then Me,Trina, n Laura went down to Louis's hizzle and chylled with him for a lil while..lol me n laura tried to be like carmen sandiago n figure out a convo that travis n this kid brian had about me lol but travis "DIDNT REMEMBER"...and then we fucked around with him a lil bit... Then we skipped pack to Trinas house..I had fun i havnt seen like anybody all break cuz ive been buzy...

We talked about this poem/story at dougs house thats like sooooo sweet...(this is for Ms.Laura Murphy!!!

____________A girl asked a boy if she was pretty he sed No..she asked him if he wanted to be with her Forever he sed No...She asked him if he would cry if she walked away he sed No..she went to walk away...
____________But he grabbed her n sed ur not pretty..Your beautiful..I dont wanna be with you..I need to be with you..and i wouldnt cry if u walked away..i would die..<3

i think that is so sweet....<3 well im out..Peace Bitchezzz

Confused...

Thu, 24 Feb 2005 03:27:43 GMT

WOW I am so fuckin confused. I dont know wat to do about this whole situation... its like border line now. A few people know wat im talkin about...Its just so damn confusing. I dont know if I should move on or go back to the way it was. Then things ____ says...Like recently, like take my breath away. Im so confused, scared, happy, frustrated...ahhh i just want to scream...I do not know what to do. If you kno wat im talkin about or think you know... comments make me happy <3

Weekend

Tue, 22 Feb 2005 02:59:45 GMT

Friday- Working sux....

Saturday- Stacy came over cuz my parents laft for the nyte...She did my make up which i loved!...then we did our hair n shit...lol kinda like dress up...lol had a lot of fun with that. Then Eric came over and stayed for a lil while...lol that was fun...it was a good nyte.

Sunday- Worked my ass off...i hope animal hell dies...

Pointless entree...Peace Bitchez <3

weekend

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 01:31:16 GMT

Friday- school...then went to louis's with trina marie and had a lot of fun until twards the end of the night...lol not gonna say y but trina knows why lol

Saturday- went to the mall to get a valentines day gift for someone...which i still fucking have sitting on my desk... but i met someone named Bo at the mall who works at a phone store..hes 20 but very cute and he gave me free ring tones and backrounds and we exchanged numbers lol i was in there for like an 1hr and 1/2 just talkin lol so i was in a good mood... until i got home n fought with sum1 but we r ok now n we're not mad at eachother and im very happy bout that...<3

Sunday- was depressed bout the night b4 so i called in sick from work and relaxed all day plus i felt like shit and my hand hurt lol stupid move ...thought bout that in the morning...lol

thank you marc and doug...you guys r the best <3

----->umm and i just wanna clarify that i dont leave anoymous comments on anyones fucking journal... im not like that, i wouldnt post sumthing like a coward without leaving my name...i prolly wouldnt even post something, id just say wat i got to say to ur face. k?

till then Peace Bitchez

The Weekend...

Tue, 08 Feb 2005 22:59:21 GMT

:::Weekend::: 3742

Friday: School...Then went and got my nails done for julies party with Stacy Jaii at the new cocos nail and spa place cuz i had gift certificates for there...Got treated like FUCKIN PRINCESSES!!! we had like massages done while we were getting our nails done...but without the certificates, it would have cost $80.00 just for fuckin tips! REDICULOUS!! then went home to get ready for julies party...Picked up miss stacy jaii for Julies party n showed up late lol...Had a lot of fun!!!until twards the end of the nyte, that wasnt too much fun...

Saturday: Went out with my bro early in the day n talked with him cuz my bros girlfriend LINA (stupid bitch) and him broke up..THANK GOD!! But he needed someone to tak to so we went out for the day...Then got home n went to Trinas house n had sum JAPANESE SAKI lol...that was intresting but fun...

Sunday: Worked as usual...then had a super bowl thing whit sum family at my house....it was fun LOTS OF FOOD...

fun weekend...but this weekend should b a lot of fun lol

Later Kidz... <3

UPDATE!!!

Sun, 30 Jan 2005 03:34:32 GMT

things are just peachy!
went to the mall today got sum clothes n a dooney & bourke bag! lol i loooooved alyssas so i wanted to get one i hope she doesnt mind (Complements to her)...it doesnt look like hers tho (if n e one has seen it yet!)

things have been good actualy... me n eric r on very good terms (no jynxing lol) even tho we broke up...i love that kid!! still havnt settled things with ms.murph, tried but w/e ...if she comes around ill b here for her but till then idk wats going on...

Valentines day is comming!!!
im excited cuz i got a valentine...yay! lol

i think im gonna ask a few of the girls if they wanna do a secret santa type thing for valentines day! only like a secret admirer thing so we can all pick out one of our friends and be their secret admirer for the week lol!! i think that would b funny... idk gimme sum feedback n lemme know wat u guys think!!!

till then peace bitchez!!!

<3

Bored..

Tue, 25 Jan 2005 17:28:51 GMT

today im home cuz i didnt have and regents...plus im sick :(
laura lanza n me both r sick n had no regents so we were talkin bout a lot of shit n catchin up. we need to chyll soon bitch!

any ways i think i jynxed myself cuz in my last entree i said me n eric r together and im happy n all this shit, n then we broke up...we r on like a break thingy idk...

me n murph r in a fight..y? idk cuz we were talkin bout shit and i guess she got fed up with me talkin bout it, but w/e im not getting into it on here... i just miss her and pissed off about it...

my kitty died..(hes an outdoor cat cuz we found him in an alley when he was a baby so he likes to be outdoors)... he was hit by a car recently n his head was like bashed and blood in his ear but it looked like he just got into a fight with another cat n he wasnt in pain or n e thing..but he wanted to go back outside so i fed him n let him outside 7 days ago and he hasnt come home... so we looked on the roads for him and then in the woods and we found him there so we burried him...i cried for like the whole night..that just kinda topped things off for the week last nyte...RIP shadow 1/24/05 i love you kitty!

not having a good few days... </3

Thu, 20 Jan 2005 00:58:16 GMT

A lil bored so i figured i would update cuz i havnt in a real long time cuz ive been busy...but n e ways, things that have happened...i got a job at the big A.K., HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS!! few partys, had an episode in the mud involving kat lol, met an amazing kid named louis!... me n eric got back together a long time ago like a week after we broke up n if u dont count that week that we broke up, its recently been 4months! Everythings been goin really good for me actualy...except for the ocasinal (sp) cowardly bitches who run there mouthes cuz the have nothng else better to do, but it happens and u cant let it get to you... o and that whole thing bout dieing cuz of the sun exploding but that never happened... lol even tho me, trina n aubs were convinced that it was n were crying bout it lol... its ok we needed a good cry..i love thoes girls! well this is a pointless enty but i havnt updated so i figured i would!!!! till then, peace bitches...

<333

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 03:21:19 GMT

Hey Hey Hey...
((hahaha)) okay chrissy's really LAZY and told me (murph) i can update her journal!

La La La...

Let me see you one two step, i love it when you one to step.. ((haha its me and chrissys song!))
So what can i write?
Chrissys a big hoe bag!! ((kidding))
Chicken is good! I love chicken!
OMG, me and chrissy made up this thing called tinted sex.
Its where you sit on my couch in a bubble w/ tinted window shit on it so no one can see you having sex! If you want to try it out just call me or chrissy will send one too you ((hahaha))
what else?..
Trina ur dumb! ((lol, 3 more nocks))

Ya so that is it...lol

<3 Murph ((hahaha ya chrissys lazy!))

wAt An AsShOLe dAy...

Sat, 13 Nov 2004 20:42:45 GMT

Well, yestaersday sucked sooo bad...i had to go to the doctor cuz of the stupid eye thing. Then later in the nyte i made dinner for my family and me n eric broke up...enough said on how bad my night was...i couldnt even eat the dinner i made my family and was so upset and pissed n it just sucked...then after 4hrs he tells me hes made a mistake n wants me back...GUYS R SUCH ASS's...i cant even beging to tell you on how confused i am...

leave a comment make me happy...

<3 Chrissy

ThE ChOcHolAte WaR!!

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 22:18:05 GMT

Well today was fun...laura, and TRINA slept over n we just hung out... then around like 12, laura went home and me n TRINA made egg sandwiches then we were so lazy we went back to bed... Then we brought out the candy cuz we were still hungry so we ate like most of it. AND OMG it was sooo nasty.. TRINA ate like this now-N-later thing and there was sumthing red on her chin..so i was like thinking i should get that off her cuz she looks stupid....so i went to wipe it off and it kinda just like dissapeard. n i was like wtf?? n TRINA was like wat did u just do ? n i was like there was sumthing red on ur chin so i wiped it off but it like disspeard..n she was like oo that was drool lol i was like EWWW OMG!! lol it was so funny...then later with the leftover candy we started throwing it at eachother for like no reason... then we had like this big war in my room with the candy and TRINA thru a GREEN GOBSTOPPER in my eye!! so i like ran outta the room like OMG my eye my eye i cant see! and TRINA was like ooo your so funny chrissy! lol n then she seen that i was like crying so she was like OMG!! n she gave me like the littlest bit of water to put on my eye lol..then when i finaly opened it, there was like this big red broken blood vessel.. n it really sux cuz it makes everything seem like the rooms all smokey...lol n t hurts like a bitch but im over it..it was pretty funny actually i just hope i dont get like a big bruse now... lol n get a pirate patch thingy..i hope itll be better tomarrow...lol shes still my best friend lol

STUPID TRINA!! lol damn GREEN GOBSTOPPER!! paybacks a bitch lol 143

<3 CHRISSY

JOURNAL UPDATE!

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 23:45:13 GMT

WOW!!! o havent updated my LJ since like 1942!!! ive been just like sooooooo busy...

Im not gonna fill you in with all the things that went on but I was gettin pretty bored of my LJ so i changed it! look at it n post n tell me wat ya think! i think its pretty cool..but idk i might change it to sumthin else, but tell me wat u think any ways...

<33 CHRISSY!!

PlaNs FoR tOmMaRrO BiTcHeS!!!!

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 19:23:02 GMT

hmmm let me see...yesterday was a half day n kat n eric came over after school n we chilled a lil bit...went to the deli n got food but eric wouldnt let us pay! lol went home n then he had to leave at 2 cuz he had to go to the hospital...he breaks everything! but yea so he left n me n kat ate food n then went to sleep lol. i dont understand it... when any of my friends come here, we all jump on my bed, pick a spot, n fall asleep(only after weve eaten tho)!!! lol we r soo lazy but its all good!! We woke up at like 5:30 n then kat left a lil later...not a very special day, but still fun.

FRIDAY!! is tommarro n the thing at kats house is tommarro! WE R GONNA EAT LOTS OF FUCKIN FOOD N GET FAT!!! i love that part... Im bringin Casper cuz its such a cute movie! 9 of us r going (possibly 10)!!

                       -Me
                       -Kat
                       -Aubs
                       -Cailin
                       -Murph
                       -Trina
                       -Stephy
                       -Jules
                       -Laura Lanza
                     (MAYBE KATE MAY)

Its gonna b a lot of fun!! But I might cut someones hair in their sleep!!! lol

SATURDAY!! We r all wakin up n goin to the play off game in white plains around 7...Laura Lanzas dad is drivin Me,Laura Lanza, Kat, Julie,n Trina...Aubs, Cai, N Stephy r takin the bus there n Murphs not sleepin there :( Then idk, i might go to the varsity game or go shopping it depends on what happens but i gotta talk 2 a few people 1st...(Stephy, Kat, n Sum of the other gurls) lol

<3333 ShAwTay!!!!!!

FcUkiN BoReD

Sun, 17 Oct 2004 15:27:06 GMT

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im an asshole

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 00:15:59 GMT

On the upside i got my LJ done again..tell me wat ya think about it..

But this weekend i actually just shut my phone off , caught up on sleep and thought about a lot of things that have been bugging me latly... Friday stacy came over, we chilled and were gonna go to the movies but then eric got intrubble cuz hes retarded n did sumthing stupid..again.. so i told stacy i didnt wanna go n e more n we just hung out and then drove her home. nothing special i just feel bad cuz i was a bitch cuz of other stuff thats going on and no1 really knos about it but w/e idc... But n e ways yea, i stayed home n ate a lot of ice cream lol n thought about my friends and how i havent exavtly been fair to them...like:

Laura L- im really sorry for the way i was acting on friday. your right, i dont understand about that whole thing. I guess I just got frustrated about how everything is fuckin retarded latly and blew up on you about it...you dont deserve that..espeshaly from me, your saposto be one of my best friends and I shouldnt be mad at you because of things you dont understand...I just needed time to think abut wats important to me and your deff one of thoes things. n im just really sorry...

Aubrey- me and you lost touch cuz of really stupid things, mostly my fault too... I dont want it to be like this between me and you..you kno wat im talking about...its like, not them same n e more. I really just want it to go back to that way it was when we were like inseprable...you were like my sister...now we dont even like chill...i miss you a lot...Im sorry.

anyone who sees this im just really sorry for the way ive been acting latly...things r just fucked up and i didnt know how to deal with it...im an asshole

Thu, 07 Oct 2004 23:56:01 GMT

hey, neeed to update... Theres been sum wat drama, but when isnt there. Its basicly all resolved tho, no big deal...Me and eric r going out!! n im really happy for once!! i like him a lot... we started goin out on sunday (10/3) i hope it lasts for a long time, i never really want a relationship and for once i actualy do lol... Best friends...Kat (bestestest lol), Stacy Jaii, Laura Lanza, Jules, Trina, and Murph... i wish that i had aubrey back as one of my best friends but we r workin on it i guess...i want to atleast, i dont really think she does tho ...i am deff lucky to have you gurls tho... i think i could come to any of you gurls with a problem, or with tears on my face and know i could always have a hug and sumone to vent to...i meen kathleen, holy shit i love that gurl!!... i dont kno wat i would do with out her. like this weekend i realized who truly cared about me...i felt like shit like i had mono again and i dont remember one time that kat wasnt holding me up..like right b4 when we were walkin down the hill, she was basicly holding my whole body up because i was sooooo exausted and holdin my head up and singing to me "u r my sunshine, my only sunshine" lol kat u r deff my ultimate #1 bestestest friend, i dont kno wat i would do without u, ur like a sister to me and i just wanna thank you for that... lol stacy and laura too they were all holdin my head up and makin me feel better...except for stacy hit me a couple of times on the leg lol but its all good... i had a great weekend...bon fire was good, me n eric had our 1st kiss!! lol...im so retarded. and well i already said wat happened the rest of the weekend...but im really happy that i have my friends and a boyfriend that i actualy like lol...it just sux wat happened to him tho...but things will get better, i get to c him tommarro at the movies wit Stacy Jaii n Glen (hopefully)!!! lol well, im outt...

<<<33 Chris

Thu, 30 Sep 2004 22:58:01 GMT

2 day was fun...had school, and then decorated the school for homecomming wit the girls..it was fun except that i feel like shit and i cant do any thing about it cuz i wanna go to the bonfire and stuff like that..lol. so idk wat 2 do...post for any ideas before homecomming

<33 you all gurls <33

Sun, 26 Sep 2004 23:59:28 GMT

hmmm lets see, sry i havnt updated in a while...Friday i went to heathers n chilled there for a while..Sum shit went down but im not gettin into that, only my gurls kno wat im talkin about lol..Then Me, Laura, Stacy, n Heather went to the movies to see cellular wit stacys b/f n his friends...it was REALLY good but we were screamin shit out at the movies the whole time lol...Then sat Stacy, Kat, n Laura came over n we partied cuz my parents wernt home so we got like sooo much fatty food n cookie dough at the patterson A&P and kat seen her future husban chris snachez...n YES HES FUCKIN GORGOUS...she will marry him when he turn 21 lol... But it was kinda emotional cuz she hasnt seen him since she was 6...Then we watched the blair witch project lol cuz none of us seen it and we were gonna like piss our pants..HAHA OMG N KAT PUSHED LAURA DOWN THE STAIRS LOL it was soooooo funny I like fell on the floor laughing...then when the movie was over we were all so scared so i turned on this orcastra channel n started doin thin crazy dance to get every1 not scared n e more lol n we were all crackin up lol...So then we all ran upstairs n then i realized i had all this liquor in my house so we drank a lil bit of that n got a lil tipsy..Then we all sat on my bed n we had a lil talk cuz i thought i was fucked up and i realized that that happened to them too haha that was a fuckin funny coversation..n laura was like "wat if u fart on them when they do that" hahaha i almost pissed my pants cuz i was laughing so hard!!! Then i invited eric n kenny here but i fetl sooo bad cuz they got here 2 seconds after my parents pulled up the driveway n i sent the gurls outside o tell them wat was up lol n then i left to drive every1 home so no1 was there..n stacy was yellin cuz there was a bear by my house lol... then i slept over kats house n we "BONDED" haha n i talked to jher about sum shit that was really buggin the hell outta me and im glad i did cuz shes like my BESTESTEST friend lol n for once i feel like i can actualy trust a few people in this school again...Then today i went apple picking with bridget, tony, n michelle!!!! lol that was fun oo n i fell outta an apple tree n got hit in the head with an apple lol..but my weekend was deff a lotta fun... n stacy hun we gotta chill more, ur the fuckin shit!! haha 143 to all my gurls

O n sry eric n kenny for that little thing at my house lol..143

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 21:13:08 GMT

I LOVE LAURA LANZA SO FREAKIN MUCH ITS AMAZING....

her birthday is in 6 days!!!!

LeAn On Me!!!

Tue, 21 Sep 2004 23:12:39 GMT

<> LeAn oN Me... <>

Sometimes in our lives we all have pain
We all have sorrow
But if we are wise
We know that there's always tomorrow

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Please swallow your pride
If I have things you need to borrow
For no one can fill those of your needs
That you don't let show

Lean on me, when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
'Til I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

If there is a load you have to bear
That you can't carry
I'm right up the road
I'll share your load
If you just call me

So just call on me brother, when you need a hand
We all need somebody to lean on
I just might have a problem that you'd understand
We all need somebody to lean on

Lean on me when you're not strong
And I'll be your friend
I'll help you carry on
For it won't be long
Till I'm gonna need
Somebody to lean on

Lean on me…

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CrazieE Weekend!!!

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 20:02:56 GMT

Sry i havnt updated in a while guys! lets see... Friday after school me, cai and kat went to cai's house n chilled there...Robby came over n hung out n then later that nyte we all went to this kid johns house for a party...we took a taxi there and i think i bugged the shit outta him by playin around with his fucked up radio lol. But when we got there we took shots of Yagermister...omg we got so fucked up. lol

me, kat, and robby slept over cai's...when i woke up and i had like bruses and cuts all over my back and i didnt kno how i got them...then when we were talkin bout it we remembered that when me n kat were upstairs, she pushed me into a wall n we fell over and were laughin about it haha that nyte was so much fun...

The game was cancled so we all just chilled out n then aubs came over. We went to silver lake n bought sum bling n then cailin showed us her driving skills lol shes actualy pretty good. Then later cai went back to johns house n me, aubs, n kat went to aubs house for the nyte n chilled... We were gonna go over jeffs but we couldnt get a ride there so that kinda sucked..But now im home catchin up on sum sleep watchin the giants play...All i gotta say is that the weekend was fuckin awsome haha n i love my gurls!

i found out that _____ likes me and i dont kno wat to do about it...